sobota, 18 sierpnia 2012

Beauty and the Rose promise, smily food and Fiore shoes

I will start with my Beauty
that arrived today^.^
This is the most gorgeous piece
I have ever had.
Even my grandma was shocked
how beautiful it is !
I will wear it 
on my master thesis defense^^
This is my first AatP dress
so I feel that it is some kind of 
me growing into
more mature version of Lolita.
Still cute, but much more elegant^^
Next big step will be my first Innocent world dress:3


And some details ^^







And now some daily spam^^
I love cute food <333


"Don't play with your food!!!"


Hmmm why not XD ?


My outfit from today^^


I took a walk with my mom
and saw the cutest optician shop ^^


And for the end my new Fiore shoes^^
Found in second-hand! Veery cheap^^


czwartek, 16 sierpnia 2012

Beauty archetype

Do you know Ayami Kojima?
She is known for Castlevania's work, 
but I just enjoy her art,
because games are not my piece of cake.

Her vampires.
They are like perfect creatures.
Beyond the limits between female and male,
reality and fantasy,
but at the same they are like some kind 
of beauty archetype.

Perfect idealized male 
 unobtainable
the personification of 
an ideal 
people yearn for 
since the beginning of time





Sorry, but I see Lestat everywhere...

poniedziałek, 13 sierpnia 2012

Green tea cake rolls and some memories

Today's evening is so nostalgic.
Eating green tea cake rolls




and.... Spice Girls <333
After their performance in London
I can't stop listening to them.
I can't even look at their songs objectively.
It is just my childhood^^ So many emotions.

Viva forever <333



So many memories.
I remember when we danced to Stop
at Mini Playback Show at school...
I remember a friend I do not speak with now...
getting all excited together with every new song
or arquing who will be Emma in our play,
or watching Viva to record SG music videos on VHS,
collecting stickers!
They were attached to lollipops!
I still remember their taste...


From SG I went to Aaron Carter.
My first virtual crush XD
I was wearing his hair style all my childhood XD


OMG I had three notebooks
with his photos glued there...
and many T-shirts.



Oh miss you forever:3

Old musical Europe

Today me and my friend
went on a concert 
Old musical Europe
with Baroque violin and harpsichord.
Pieces by Veracini, Haendel, Leclair and others were played.

To feel the atmosphere...



It took place in the Gothic Revival church.
Listening to harpsichord in a church.....
I know you are jealous^___^


The photo from a rehearsal


My today's outfit
included chiffon dress
and lots of lace, pearls and ribbon.
I felt so girlish in this combination.



And my friend
in her chiffon skirt
and awesome shoes.


And one extra pic from a cafe
where we ate ice cream^^
Love this clock.

piątek, 10 sierpnia 2012

Small doggy

My neighbor bought a small
yorkshire terrier <333
*spent my time playing with him*


Oscar (his name) is so vivid...
so difficult to take a pic..

Such a baby <333

Kitty cupcake, more cake and We Don't Care About Music Anyway.

Cupcake corner made special Kitty cupcake ^^
I was running so fast to buy it before work.
Yummy and cute <333




Eyes full of desire XD


And a full photo
to show rather my extensions than my casual outfit.
So colorful^^


I also met with friends and ... more cake an ice creams!!!


So many sweets today^^


We went to a cinema 
to see a movie
We Don't Care About Music Anyway.
It was going to be about an independent Japanese music scene.
Well... it was just a noise for me.
Terribly noise...
and I finished with a terribly headache...
It was the first time that I was not able to see a movie
to the end
and I left the cinema....
I understand ideas of this people...
they were talking quite sensibly...
but I do NOT see any expressions of their ideas
in their... whatever it is
(a music is not a proper word...).
You like doing it - do,
but far from me.
What for do I need something so ugly, disgusting and chaotic?
I will never understand such things...
all kinds of postmodern art is a mystery for me.
And I do not need a solution for it!
You want to show a modern world in your ...music?
Do it, but aesthetize it...
Show memories, pain, longing,
but not in such form.
What for showing the world 
we want to escape from?
Oh my head.....

At least the cinema was nice^^


Check the trailer of this movie
and I am going to listen to harpsichord
before going to sleep.
Just to calm all this noise in my head.

niedziela, 5 sierpnia 2012

A ballet and dances in XVIII century

The Court dance festival in Cracow!


And today I attended a performance 
A ballet and dances in XVIII century.

My outfit was more classic^^



And here with "my wife^^


And with Imaginary
just before the performance.
Love this pic <333


Now something more about the show.
I was really excited, 
because I planned to see
The Cracovia Danza Court Ballet
for quite a while
and finally it was going to happen.
And what's more: on a special event
and together with foreign guests. 
My favourite part were court ballets 
to Mozart's music.
Two dancers specially caught my eye:
Alicja Petrus- she had this kind of evanescence 
I admire in every dancer
and Sławomir Greś.
Oh, he really charmed me!
Not only his smoothness was flawless,
but also the way he acted  his role.
He was the type all court is in love with-
like Vicomte from Dangorous Liaisons.
This is the one who will steal your heart- I thought.
Suddenly I caught myself writing stories in my head about him XD

Then Idomeneo-Chaconne was presented.
This is an interpretation of Mozart's Idomeneo
with an only one dancer.
Instead of showing a conflict between gods and a man
it refers to a conflict between Mozart and his father
and in this case even stronger between Gaetan and Auguste Vestris-
which represent a young and old styles in ballet.
Costumes worn by a dancer Rainer Krenstetter
symbolize this two different trends in XVIII ballet.



This part specially touched me, because:
-Rainer Krenstetter was pretty awesome
-I have a special sentiment for Auguste Vestris. 
Well... he was the one who made a first step to turn ballet
into a romantic era, he was the teacher of Petipa and Taglioni......
and the second reason...

*my fangirl time*
he was born in 1760!!!
Like Lestat!!!
He was famous around 1780 in Paris Ballet
so around the time when Lestat moved to Paris
and was attending ballet performances!!!
Lestat had to see him dancing!!!
*fangirl mode end*

Anyway I really love how this performance
moved me into a different century.
Call it a camp, I do not care.
This is a way to enter another world even if just for a while.
Of course that my view on XVIII is strongly 
idealized and romanticized...
I love the image which in fact never existed in such a form,
but I do not look for a truth (at least not always).
I look for a fantasy.