niedziela, 26 grudnia 2010

sobota, 25 grudnia 2010

Help me to choose my new camera!

I wanted to post some Xmas photos T_T And some beautiful drawings which I received from my friend as a Christmas present (like Christmas party with jrockers^^).... I also wanted to take pic for Christmas video for Gackt... I couldn't because my camera has finally broken. After so many years, it's not so strange, but... anyway.... it made me really angry..

But now I have to choose a new one.
I have found this two models:

Canon PowerShot A1100 IS                        Sony DSC-W350

They both have quite good reviews from what I can read on the Internet. If you are more into photography please help me to decide.
I can only say that I like the shape of the first one more, but the second one is smaller what is also very important...


poniedziałek, 20 grudnia 2010

My Seimu will arrive soon!

I sent mail to Dream of Doll asking about my doll..
It has been already two months since my order!
I can't wait to meet my beloved boy!!!

This is what they answered:

Hello dear~

We understand how much you'd love to meet the doll.
Your doll is at its finishing stage and we can ship the doll within this week.

Pls kindly wait and you will meet a beautiful friend~

So sorry for the delay.

Merry Christmas!!

Dream of doll

Pls kindly wait and you will meet a beautiful friend~
This sentence was so cute that I forgave them long waiting immediately!
poor Seimu will spent X'mas in Customs Office.... he will be so lonely...

niedziela, 19 grudnia 2010

My new wig?!

OMG I haven't planned it all all.
I just saw that Cosplay wig USA has Xmas price reduction and I did it without thinking.... Before I noticed I bought my fav wig....
Really! I don't even know when I've already payed... and this money was supposed to be for something else....

Just look at this beauty♥

Blended Strawberries & Cream Lolita


poniedziałek, 13 grudnia 2010

My bunny stuff and my bunny wish list^^

Today I went out for the first time in my new AP bunny muffler.
Isn't it adorable? 

(and BTW my new Baby coat♥).

This new muffler made me thinking about my bunny wish list. In fact I thought about it all day at work today (they don't allow us listen to music on mp3 so I had to find something to do:-P).

Maybe for the beginning what I've already own with bunnies.

1. Meta candy star rabbit OP

2. Putumayo bunny set 

3. h Naoto bag

4. Usakumya tote 

5. more punkish hat

I am not sure if this is all, but let's goto wish list^^

    1. Baby bunny coat

2. Usakumya rucksack! Usakumya pochette everything with Uskumya♥ My big love since beginning. 


I have some more things in my mind, but maybe I will skip them. (Maybe only I will add bunny cutsew?) 
These three (all Baby♥) are the most important ^^ 

sobota, 11 grudnia 2010

Problems with shoes and BIG decisions^^

Life is really hard for my lolita life recently.
I feel in love with this shoes from the first sight (even thought they are only replica). 


czwartek, 9 grudnia 2010

Friend Kumya chan JSK

Is it stupid that I cry because of  a dress?
Generally I have no emotions when comes about this world. I am dead like a doll, but can I cry beacuse of the dress? Even thought more important things (in the public opinion) don't bother me at all?

piątek, 3 grudnia 2010

Fatal atraction to cuteness

When I was in junior high school I loved pink and wear it all the time.
Then I had a crisis and wear sport clothes for many years. So many lost years...
But it was all the time in me. Hidden very deep, but it just waited to emerge...
Finally I have found myself again. In much better form. If I only know Lolita Fashion when I was younger...
But never mind. 
This is me. I want to live in my own world. Surrounded by cute things. 

poniedziałek, 29 listopada 2010

The Princess and the Goblin

A few days ago I watched The princess and the Goblin after so many years.
That was my favourite tale when I was a child. I watched it over and over again.

I asked my mother to call me Irene. 
I was afraid that goblins will come to me. 
I dreamed of magic thread.
Oh and I loved princess Irene's pink dress^^ I even remember how much I liked her drawers (who knew this time that I will also wear such stuff in the future^^).
I even tried to do tiara similar to the one she had...

piątek, 29 października 2010

Dolls have no emotions?

I have no emotions.
They are not important to me, so one day I burned them all away.
I will chose a master and become his servant, kneel before him, be abused and whipped, despised;
this is how I want to live.

Novala Takemoto "Doll."

But when they find their masters
when they fall in love...

They can be threw away. Left alone. Not needed anymore.

Like Mina from Doll's Master

who asked with tears "Why don't you like me? You liked me before".

Kana in her PV.
Just like broken, lonely doll.

A path through the woods on the other side of the wall
That hand wanted to go
The twinkling stars in the sky, the fallen rocks

I finally found your secret
The scent of perfume drifting up, I waited to shine

A path through the woods on the other side of the wall
This hand couldn't go
The swaying heart-shape, the sound of breaking

I quietly hid those memories
Wearing white shoes, something's changing

I'm alone
The truth is
I want to say it
A frilly skirt
I miss you
I miss you

 (more pics)

Some day even we may fall in love.
And at that time, maybe we will become human.
But until then, we must unfold
This world full of faults.

wtorek, 26 października 2010


Some people have asked me if I have a blog so finally I just thought: why not.
I do not think that I will use it very often, but still from time to time. 
Soup is better. Just quicker and help me to keep all interesting videos, photos and links on one site. 

Something about me? 


1. Lolita Fashion 

2. j rock - Gackt, Versailles (+ Lareine) and Satsuki, D and SID and all Under Code Production (real visual kei^^) I ♥ concerts!

3. writing my stories which I will never show to anybody! (fanfics plus with my own characters)

4. bishonen (yess!) and yaoi/ yuri plus cross- dressing

5. manga, anime and drama

6. fairy tales with princesses, castles,  roses (blue ones), unicorns but also historical stories about princesses. I love Paris, Versailles, rococo and Marie Antoinette. 

7. fancy goods, toys, dolls, teddy bears, Hello kitty and everything cute! (punk and skulls also can be cute!)
 (it means online shopping^^)

8. Alice in the Wonderland

9. vampires

10. this one doesn't suit here, but... lucid dreaming, depression, mental disorder, death, suicide ....

But I think this blog will be generally loli- related things, my clothes, fancy goods and maybe something about my beloved doll (but not now: still wait for him♥). 

For the beginning my photo for Gackt Xmas Project with a piano on Cracow Market Square.