Breaking the waves

I do like movies which are strongly visual.

They can tell about big tragedies and of course strong emotions,

but please give me an enchanting background. 

Tragic love?

Sure! But I need snow and majestic mountains

or splendid castle and lots of gold

 I will feel aesthetically satisfied.

I can still cry, but only because I will find it all so beautiful.

But this is not a kind of movie which will make you cry. 

You will just stare without saying anything.

It is bleak and realistic to the point I felt like turning it off.

I do not need reality.

But I still watched it.. until the end. 

Even though I felt uncomfortable.

And more uncomfortable with every minute. 

And probably I will feel like that whenever 

I will think about it.

Why was she even doing it all?
Was being stupid really her talent or...
or... what...