Lareine, Takarazuka and dentists

I can not stop thinking about charity live in which

Kamijo sang X-Japan and Lareine songs. 

From his blog. 

I would dream to hear his current voice with old Lareine songs....

I just can not imagine it.... 

Specially Metamorphose

 I adore it so badly!

Next thing is Alice in Takarazuka.

I really love Takarazuka and 

seeing Alice there would be like a dream. 

Story seems to be modified in an interesting way. 

When he (Lewis Carrol) meets a girl named Alice 

who wanders in from the real world, 

they must take part in a battle between dreams and reality

(source)

These two events in which 

I can not take a part made me sad...

Additionally I went for a dentist today...

When I was younger I was not afraid of pain..

they were always praising me for being brave..

not anymore.

I always take a local anaesthetic.

I do not want to be strong.

I want to live far from any pain.

I want to live being surrounded only by sweet and pleasant things.
People will say that pain will make you strong.
Sorry I do not understand this logic.