Gackt in Warsaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lately my obsession to Gackt went away.

I did not like his new ideas, his behaviour, hair, Jon...

I was not excited before the concert.

Or at least not like I should be. 

Even when I was waiting for the beginning

I was talking with my friend about... Kamijo. 

And btw we were waiting in a rain.

Third concert which has started with rain...

I was completety wet, but in fact it was all quite funnyXD

I was wearing this old punkish dress,

beacuse I wanted to fell confortable and do not care about 

dress getting torn or whatever. 

(still people liked my dress 

and wanted to... touch me).

Behind me is Gackt's tour bus:

Anyway punkish dress suited me well

I was not really behaving like a lady

(you can check my relation from last year

when I was even wearing trousers...

defnitely Gackt always makes me to 

forget all my rules...

he is the only one

with such impact on me...)

I was standing in the first row, but on the site.

The view was quite good. Sound quality... well I was standing close to loudspeakers

so my opinion is maybe not objective, but it was really bad.... 

sometimes it was difficult to recognize which part he is singing at the moment... 

Well... then it started. 

This stupid speech in the beginning 

(the same like last year) seemed even 

more stupid this time. 

Then he arrived.

My first reaction was:

his hair are so short!

What for this Jon?

I want Chirolyn and Junji!

Then I got absorbed by You.

He was standing on our site

and looked in our direction from time to time.

He looks much more handsome than last year

and black hair suits him perfectly.

He was a little shy in the beginning like always,

but was getting more and more excited with every minute.

I really fell for him after this concert. 

My favourite pairing was always Gackt x Masa,

but now well Gackt x You is perfect as well^^

I have to admit that

with every second I was more absorbed.

I had obsessive craze about Gackt around two years

(I mean real obsessive one)

and now when I was looking at his beautiful face

when I was hearing this godly voice

everything else has lost it meaning. 

The playlist was similar to last year

with some new songs.

A new ballad was absolutely beautiful.

I was showing Gackt a heart with my hands

and I felt like my real heart 

is going to explode... 

There was a lot of fanservice.

Of course that I would prefer Gackt x You or Gackt x Chacha,

but after a while it was not important.

Jon was just another Gackt's whim.

And no matter how impressive he could behave 

and how many attention he would like to get

he was nothing more. 

His voice was much less audible than Gackt's

and even if he was quite funny

he was just a toy in Gackt's hand

and I did not care about him a lot.

But still? I have nothing against Jon,

but of course I would prefer a Japanese guy in his place.

Gackt is such a pervert. 

(he admits it himselfXD)

Theoretically he is absolutely not my type.

Kamijo is different.

He is a prince. 

The prince from your childhood's dreams. 

The one who will give you a rose 

and will wake you up with a kiss.

And Gackt? OMGackt

he is defnitely not the one I dreamed in my childhood...

He is the one who make you blush with simply thought 

that you want him. 

I want you- he sang and you felt ashamed that 

he is reading in your head.  

Gackt 

was really enjoying the fact that people 

adore him so much.

He was fully conscious how big impression

he makes on us (or at least majority of us)

and he was playing with it.

It was just a big fun for him.  

He is a terorist...

You do not want a rose from him

rather you would like him to

hate you, treasure you, 

toy with you,break you

bring you down, block you

violate you,kill you 

Exactly like in Nine Spiral.

Vanilla was priceless.

This song which I listened to countless time

was on my list "want to hear alive before death".

And now it happened. 

The way they were dancing

was funny and full of emotions. 

And this fanservice...

It was all almost the same like

in famous live with Masa XD

I was never expecting that one day

I will see this live...

I heard opinions

that Gackt is not a good dancer.

I do not know and do not care.

The way he can make people impressed by it 

is what has a value.

His dance makes you tremble. 

We were shouting a lot.

Really a lot. 

The time we were shouting was almost

the same like his singing time XD

My throat is in really bad condition.

We were screaming Dziękujemy (thank you) 

for very long time

and their faces expressions were really funny,

because they had no idea what it meansXD

But then it was also Arigatou.

Of course Gakct asked us 

to show how much we love him, want him,

want him to come back or want to f*** him.

He was really impressed with Polish fans'

love and energy.

He wrote then on twitter

that Polish concert was the best in Europe!!!

There were flags, bras on scene and even my friend

threw a plastic chickenXD 

(Priceless moment when he (and Jon) took it to his teeth).

Gackt's mad sight, his expression...

I know very well

that I will never get cured 

from this G Virus.

The ilness can calm down for a while, but

getting cured is impossible. 

My friend caught two guitar pics (You's and Chacha's)

and she gave me one^^

(I put it to my wallet

next to Gackt's shirt's piece)

They were really throwing a lot of things.

People were fighting for shirts very hardly.

I had my piece from last year so it is enough.

In the end Gackt promised to come back.

It is quite obvoius.

Polish fans are the best.

I was atttending some concerts abroad

and I am sure of it.

Musicians nowhere get so much love

like in Poland. 

Then we were waiting for Gackt

to leave the club.

It took quite long. 

Finally he appeared

took off his hat, bowed (such gentlemanXD)

and then dissapeared in the tourbus.

We only saw the light from his laptop's screne

through the windowXD

Such unforgetable night.

愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に

あるがママでいいよ　もっと 君を

It was also so nice 

to meet many friends there

and share out excitment. 

Here are pics taken by my friends.

So brave of her XD

Cutest You♥♥♥

There was more pics

but they are not in very good quality. 

If it comes to the fact 

that Gackt named

Poland as a undeveloped

Third World country...

well of course he should not say such thing, 

but Poland is just a small country

and some people in Japan even do not know

where it is.

Roads were bumpy.

Internet connection was slow. 

And the only thing he saw was country landscapes. 

Comparing to Japan 

Poland is not so much developed.

Do not exaggerate

and much such a fuss

over nothing...

In new tweet he wrote

that when he was to live abroad

Poland or Hungary would suit him the best.

Gackt-sama you want to live in 3rd World's country? XD

Poland suits GACKT?

Isn't it the biggest compliment? 

your voice sends chills down my spine

something inside me wants you to be mine

Gackt is not my love 

which I consciously chose. 

Like Kamijo who seemed to 

always be in my dreams
before I knew his name

His aesthetics ideals

are similar to mine.

Love to Gackt is instinctive.

I can say that he doesn not matter anymore, 

but then I will come back to him on my knees...

there is no way back.