Lovely cafe

My outfit from today :3

(this pic shows colors the best)

In a lovely cafe

Classic and cakes

More and more classic :3

Here is my casual outfit from this week.

using bun maker

Favourite set? Cake and book!

And more cakes!

Here is lemon tarte,

My unbirthday cake.

Unbirthday cake is better than bithday one

(you can eat it everyday :3 )

New dress and meow cosmetics

First of all: my new Innocent World dress

(from a trade).

It is all black and simply,

but it makes the perfect base

for many coords.

And in fact as always I am surprised 

of IW high quality.

Pics will never show its beauty
(rose lace on the collar <3).

And my first very casual coord with it.

Today also my meow cosmetics arrived :3

Oh, lately I really fell in love with them.

My friend gave me some samples of it

and they turned out to be perfect.

-No allergy- and my skin is very sensitive

so it means something

-no oily glow after an hour and

-very very light colour :3

(Lighter than random bb cream)

-It has so many shades that everybody will find 

something for themselves.

-Oh and also add the fact that all cosmetics' names are taken from cats.

Simply lovely :3

So my mineral foundation, glow powder

and lots of samples :3

*so excited to use them*

Flowers of days

Just some details from my life.

The flower in the center is the set of highlighters. 

Clockwise:

My lovely dog Tracy with a plushy cat and the Usakumya.

They looked gorgeous together.

Then you can see pony princess yogurt 

(even white chocolates parts were pony- shaped!)

Then is Tetsuwan Atom card

which I received from Japanese tourists who visited

the shop I work in and were so shocked that 

I wear J-fashion and speak Japanese that they gave me this card.

Then yummy ice-creams with wild strawberries and nutella

which I made for me and my grandma.

Finally last one: the cat-shaped Tony Molly lip tint.

Such small things.

Seems completely worthless,

but as Emma Thompspon said:

We must remember that all these things, 

the nuances, the anomalies, the subtleties, 

which we assume only accessorize our days 

are in fact here for a much larger and nobler cause.  

They are here to save our lives.

Oh, and btw such hot days.

Wearing short socks and hats

without the end xD

Poor Knight. Or the Idiot.

There is something at the bottom of every new human thought, 
every thought of genius, 
or even every earnest thought that springs up in any brain, 
which can never be communicated to others, 
even if one were to write volumes about it 
and were explaining one's idea for thirty-five years; 
there's something left which cannot be induced to emerge from your brain, 
and remains with you forever; 
and with it you will die, 
without communicating to anyone perhaps the most important of your ideas.
 Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Idiot

How can I write about a story which says itself such words?
I waited with this post for a while......

Usually I use blog entries to systematize my thoughts,

but seems like this time there is no way to do it.

So I will just write to spill some emotions outside me.

(Yeah, costumes and interiors were gorgeous and 

that would be the easiest to write about them,

but that's not the point)

Sometimes you encounter such stories.

Stories that will stay in you no matter what.

A simply thought about them will move you, 

will turn you into a quivering nostalgia and melancholy.

Oh gosh leave it.. straight to the point.

The Idiot by Dostoevsky.

The novel, but also the TV serial (2003).

I treat them as a one. 

It's the best (and faithful) adaption I have ever seen. Flawless.

Is it even possible to make such a masterpiece?

Can really actors become Dostoevsky figures so ideally?

Anyway it happened.

OMG when I want to write something more 

I am left speechless. 

I don't even know how to start. How to continue. How to catch it.

No, in fact you can't catch it.

Don’t let us forget that the causes of human actions 
are usually immeasurably more complex 
and varied than our subsequent explanations of them.

All trembling, nervous, bursting into tears or anger or joy, you can't even predict,

delicate natures, tired, irritated, complex, going straight into self-destruction
or wanting a salvation for a world by beauty.

(the actor playing Prince Myshkin was a genius,

he was like taken from my head)

After reading/ watching the story
you will not be able to look at this screenshot
without a pounding heart. Believe me.

There is also the Japanese adaption (1951)
by Akira Kurosawa.
Quite interesting
(the characters with Japanese faces and names,
some Hokkaido customs, kotodama),
but nothing more. Just a curious detail.

Maybe I only liked the direct explanation
why Prince Myshkin was so fond of  Anastassya Filippovna eyes.
In the book it was just hung somewhere in between.

In the original version you can't find such a metaphor.
Instead Dostoevsky refers to Japanese culture
which in fact somehow legitimizes Japanese adaption of this masterpiece.

Japanese Anastassya Filippovna and  Aglaya

But for me they will always look like that <3

Is it true, prince, that you once declared that "beauty would save the world"? 

Great Heaven! The prince says that beauty saves the world! 

And I declare that he only has such playful ideas because he's in love! 

Gentlemen, the prince is in love. 

I guessed it the moment he came in. 

Don't blush, prince; you make me sorry for you. What beauty saves the world? 

Watch this and this ^^

Museum of Contemporary Art

Some photos from the Museum of Contemporary Art.

I do not like contemporary art,

but 'Economics in Art' exhibition made me visit this museum finally.

As I am culture management student
the art-money relation is something that lies in my interest. 

As usual I do not try to make the report,

but just post some pics I like.

Just impressions.

'Economics in Art'

And some pics from other exhibitions

This turned out pretty cool~

Mickey Mouse and skulls xD

I like the motif, but those bodies should be more decorated

to highlight the idea.

Quite expressive for us- Internet kids

For the end: ice cream dessert :3