Ponies!

I exchanged two Gackt's posters 

on my cupboard for ponies.

There is still a lot of Gackt left 

in my room of course!

Psycho Gothic Lolita

Finally I watched 

Gothic&Lolita Psycho.

Well I really hate gore movies.

There is nothing aesthetic in liters of blood, 

decapitated heads and other cheap effects like that.

But well I felt obligated to watch it...

so maybe I will skip writing about all this bloody moments

when I had to avert my eyes...

Let's try to concentrate on things that 

I liked in the movie.

The outfit that Yuki wears is not really my style,

but as always looking at loli makes me happy^^

Specially that Rina Akiyama who played main character

was really cute.

They even made Yuki's Pullip ^^

Take a look at this photoshoot.

Amazing background♥

Yuki put on Lolita clothes when 

she decided to take a revenge over

her mother's death.

Dressing a killer in lolita clothes 

seems really interesting. 

Lolita- expresses her innocent part.

A kind of girl she was before.

And gothic adds a dark aspect 

of her as a killer.

Her weapon is an... umbrella.

Yeah be afraid of Lolitas' umbrellas XD

Two of Yuki's enemies were specially

eye-catching.

Elly wears school uniform and her hairstyle and behavior

can classify her as a part of gyaru culture.

She is just a perfect deadly school girl. 

(It reminded me a little of Kill Bill, but

without doubt Elly is much better!).

She speaks in a cute way 

and until the last minute of her life 

she does not stop 

a phone talk with her boyfriend.

It was really funny when during their first meeting

Yuki hid herself and 

Elly commented it:

I wonder if she's embarassed about her costume.

I should have taken a picture.

And she called her all the time

(a little ironical)

Gosu Rori-chan.

I could not resist a funny thought

that finally in a battle 

between gyaru and lolita

lolita has win ^^

Yuki's latest (and the worst) enemy

was a guy whose

outfit reminded my of the ones

that hosts wear^^ 

(Psycho lolita and

mad host XD)

"Bears need people. People need bears."

When looking at photos on my disc today

I have found this cute pic of Mana with a Teddy bear.

And one of the cutest Gackt's pic♥

And Kaya

After it I decided to get to know more about

teddy bears' history in general. 

Probably most of you know

that Teddy Bears in a form we know them today

have been created in two different part of world.

On one site we have America with the story about Theodore Roosevelt

(thanks to him we call them teddy bears), who refused to kill 

an innocent bear.

On the other, there is Richard Steiff

with his company. 

More history you can read here. 

BTW Steiff bears are still produced

and are quite expensive.

They remind me these old-school bears

from IW prints

These things were not new to me.

But I have no idea that the comeback of

bears'craze has started thanks to an actor Peter Bull

who declared his love for teddy bears

and write a book Bear with me.

Today it is called

The Teddy bear book.

Age simply doesn't enter into it! 

The older the friend, the more he is valued, 

particularly when he shows so visibly the characteristics that we all look for in friends. 

You have only to look at a genuine teddy's face to see at once the loyalty, 

common sense, and above all, dependability behind it.

There is so many quotes about Teddy bears.

They really moved me to tears.

Bears sleep by day. At night they stay awake to chase away bad dreams.

Jesse O'Neil 

Once a bear has been loved by a human being, its expression is forever marked.

Jama Kim Rattigan

Here is Niuniuś.

My first teddy bear.

I had three months when my grandma 

bought him.

「おやすみ　おやすみ　いつでも　隣のMyTeddy」 

一番の友達だった 

Teddy -Vidoll's song

(Good night good night
my teddy who is always by my sight

you were my first friend)

An experienced Teddy Bear brings with him a lifetime of knowledge and experience; the wisdom of silence and the stillness in moments of great turmoil. The long-suffering patience that is learned when belonging to a child who is coming of age, and coping with the bewilderment that this period of time can bring, is what he does best. The experienced bear has seen life through the heart and eyes of a child grown to adulthood and perhaps even accompanied that adult all the way to the end of the road.

Ted Menton

It really made me into sentimental mood.

How about organizing Teddy Bears' picnic?

Do you know this old song?

Meta when creating Honey picnic print 

was probably inspired by it.

Let's make Teddy bear party! 

And a little out of topic

but just look at these sneakers! 

They are made by Adidas

in collaboration with Jeremy Scott

*_____________*

They cost..... around 450$ +shipping.

My heart is broken....

All children, except one, grow up.

Today I will post my next dreamed piece of clothes.

I do not like the shape of dresses,

that is why I want the skirt.

(only in this color.

It is so unique♥).

Peter Pan inspired

Night Fairy Fantasia

This skirt motivated me

to read Peter Pan again.

After so many years.

I really enjoyed the book.

Like before I still (or even more) can't stand Wendy!

So irritating!

Why?

This quote can be an answer:

You need not be sorry for her. 

She was one of the kind that likes to grow up. 

In the end she grew up of her own free will a day quicker than the other girls.

Wendy decided to grow up.

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? 

That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan. That's where I'll be waiting.

She grew up

and left a place for Peter Pan only

in this really short moment

between the end of sleeping and waking up.

Like her father.

(from the movie)

-He's made many sacrifices for his family...and put away many dreams.

-Where did he put them?

-He put them in a drawer. 

And sometimes, late at night, we take them out and admire them. 

But it gets harder and harder to close the drawer.He does. And that is why he is brave.

Does it really mean to be brave?

Wendy did exactly the same. 

Her mother as well.

The only thing that was the sign 

of Mrs. Darling's Neverland

was this kiss in her mouth's right corner.

That is why she gave the kiss so freely to Peter Pan. 

Everybody was in love

with Peter Pan,

but then they just leave it for 

this short moment before waking up.

What about movie?

I liked the atmosphere.

Peter and Wendy were quite cute.

Btw I could not 

resist the thought about 

yaoi motif between Peter and Hack..

my spoiled mind...

And my favourite shot.

When boys were kidnapped and imprisoned by pirates

small Michael's bear was put on a chain as well.

Sorry for it.. but I have such soft spot for teddy bears... 

I have found a wall sticker

with Peter's shadow on ebay

in this shop. 

After painting my wall 

I will buy it for sure♥ 

Rings^^

My new rings bought on ebay♥

And my very casual outfit from today.

I was going out just for a while,

so I did not put any make-up.

Fantasy of Iblard

Iblard Jikan is a rather unknown Ghibli anime.

It does not have any special plot 

and it is quite short.

It generally consists of 

paintings which show

some fantastic places.

Here are my three favourite ones.

All show a girl from the back.

On a motor^^

My friend took me on a ride today^^

I had to put on my only one pair of trousers...

Yes I know it looks funny,
but I really like these pics^^

Pink chandelier♥

Finally I bought my 

dreamed chandelier.

My room still has long way to go

to meet my requirements,

but thanks to this chandelier

it is at least a little closer♥ 

I want to be a jellyfish princess!

I do not remember 

when I watched all anime in one day.

Kuragehime is really absorbing.

I could not stop watching it.

What makes it so special?

1. Cute characters

Here we have cute... jellyfishes.

I did not know they can be cute, 

but they are!

here is Clara^^

Jellyfish dolls♥

Want!

2. Cute guy

He is definitely cute.

Thin with pale face and big eyes. 

What is more?

He dresses like a women^^

Let's skip my strange fantasies 

about dating a boy in a dress,

twinning in loli

or shopping together XD

He somehow made me think about

Ryohei from Megamasso^^

He would make perfect Kuronosuke.

He has cute face

and his daily clothes are quite girlish♥

3. Otaku girls

They are absolutely amazing.

I understand them perfectly well.

Maybe I like buying clothes and 

wear make-up every day,

but still I am just a self-conscious otaku girl XD

4. Clothes

They play important role in all story.

I do not mean only Kuronosuke's interest in fashion,

but all story about a jellyfish dress.

When Tsukimi was a child

her mother promised to make

her beautiful wedding dress 

which would look like a jellyfish.

If I got married 

(of course it is not possible-

otaku girls can marry oshare men

only in anime or drama)

I would wear jellyfish dress^^

Babyssb made collaboration with Kuragehime

and this is how all collection was created.

Jellyfish dress is a part of it.
*_*

In fact this

French Lolita outfit 

which Kuronosuke was wearing 

is quite cute as well.

And btw Lolita Fashion was mentioned^^

They had no idea

what pannier is^^

their expression XD

*came back to reading manga*