KissXXXX !!!

Finally I have read KissXXXX by Kusumoto Maki.

Or at least first 14 chapters that are translated.

I doubt that translation will go on.....

My life is senseless...

This manga is amazing! 

Some people perceive it as a root for Lolita Fashion.

In fact main female character Kameno wears clothes 

that look more like otome than lolita, 

but some coords can be perceived as early lolita style. 

And manga was created before lolita fashion was popular or even known! 

She is a high school girl whose brother is a bassist of visual kei band 

and she fell in love with a vocal of her brother's band. 

This guy is soo cool that when reading it I felt this heart-beating 

which I have when looking at real vk musicians^^

She is very cute, innocent, naive and weird. 

Very loliable in fact.

 I love a scene when she kissed Kanon thinking that it is just a dream^^

All story is straight and does not have any special plot. 

It just presents band members and their life. Do I need more?

Hakuei from Penicillin seemed to be inspired by this manga. 

Some outfits are straightly taken from it.

You can see it here. 

He also made song KissXXXX ^^

He is really a big fan of this manga^^

In fact his general image reminds me of Kanon as well. 

This manga is really simply shojo, 

but for those in love with lolita fashion, visual kei and concert 

it is definitely something worth reading^^

Eh it was amazing when Kameno went for Kanon's concert the first time. 

Her brother said that Kanon's voice is something that can give you 

torihada (goosebumbs).

She didn't understand, but then she was like:

And then:

(credits)

How good I understand her^^ 

Kitty addict

Kitty-chan chopsticks ♥♥♥

Kitty and roses

And web camera

Why they make so many things with Kitty?

I can not resist from them all^^

And stickers from my friend

It is funny that whenever my friends see

Kitty they think about me 

cute♥♥♥

Vincent again?

Tomorrow: an exam from Japanese literature T.T

I tried to learn, but I finished 

thinking about Vincent...

If I fail tomorrow

this will be this person's fault

This drawing is way too beautiful *__* 

Silver scissors and

then you can hear a low cry 

of small teddy bear 

(haha haiku about Vincent XD

small excuse that I still do something connected with literature ^^)

Usakumya-chan in Paris

I saw this print just a few days ago.

The first I wanted T-shirt, but just yesterday I saw 

that a bag is for sale on lj.

Oh my destiny♥

It is just a tote bag,

but I do not remember being so happy♥

I remember this day very well.

It was almost one year ago.

A day before Gackt's concert.

Me and my friend visited Angelic Pretty's store

and then we were wandering 

through Paris's streets.

We were so excited and 

upcoming day still seemed like a dream♥

We were eating ice creams (^_^)

under Eiffel Tour and

then I saw this carousel.

Carousel close to Eiffel Tour^^

Whenever I will see this bag 

I will think about this day again^^

One of this precious memories.

Yes. I will definitely wear this bag 

on Gackt's concert in Warsaw
and nobody will understand
why I associate Gackt
with cute bunny-bear on a carousel♥♥♥

Classic today

Lately I have mood for wearing such sweet, but more classic clothes.

Cute, but also elegant.

When I was going today to uni for signing my mark

my neighbor asked if I have some kind of ball today.

Lolita fashion is like having ball everyday^^

Of course that I do not resign from sweet

but I want to try some classic^^

For example my lately added dream dress *_*

QUEEN'S COACH PRINT OP

Look at the print

so princessy♥♥♥

To show that sweet things

are still first 

a photo of my new Kitty-chan coasters^^

Bear in bonnet^^

I don't wear this bonnet so often

so my bear can also wear it

when I don't need it:)

So here we are:

My outfit is very straight

because I wore it on my exam.

And this is where my bear usually sits:D

So lucky he can admire

D'espairsRay all day ♥♥♥

Unico in Bloomland will make your dreams come true!

I still do not have so many dresses so I do not want to 

buy a few prints with the same motif.

So only one dresses with teddy bears, one with bunnies

and now it is time for ponies/unicorns.

Here are three prints I like:

And newest 

Unico in Bloomland

And the winner is:

..............................

Baby's print has won :DDD

Definitely Unico is now before 

SC and Twinkle journey!

I like it in all colors except black.

Take a look at print's close up.

This unicorn in the middle 

looks like she would like to kiss me.

It reminded me of Novala's poem.

So tie on your head dress above a corsett constrained body,

Train a panie under your skirt and then, if you stand before the mirror,

Will a unicorn appear to bestow a kiss of blessing upon your cheek.

Yes I want to kiss the unicorn ^_^

Unico in Bloomland sounds amazing.

Unico like this Tezuka's character 

created for Sanrio^_^

In this anime/manga Unico has special power of

making dreams come true.

But every time Unico realizes someone's dream 

he is punished by gods

who think that dreams

should be realized by years of sacrifices

and hard work not just

by meeting unicorns....

T.T

This print is also called 

by me Kamijo's print.

Do not ask why. 

Just an effect of crazy talk yesterday XD

Alice Candy

I am absolutely in love with my new Baby T-shirt♥

It is called Alice Candy.

This is the stock photo.

I bought it to match my Alice and Black cat skirt.

Now I realized that it matches more skirts:) 

and it is more adorable than I thought♥♥♥

Print close up:

Okashi no Kuni no Alice♥

Alice from Sweetsland^^

And the back:

This menu is amazing^^

Twisted Candy without Beginning or Ending

Glaffy (?) Strawberry Marshmallow with Cream

Chocolate Egg with Only Junk inside

Cookkey 

So my outfit from today:

But to make this coord better I need:

♥ Alice and black cat headband

♥ RHS shoes

♥ red-white stripped socks

So next shopping planes ^^ 

Yume

My friend made a calligraphy for my birthday.

She could not chose better kanji ^_^ 

(yume-dream)

This made me into mood 

for listening

君が追いかけた夢

my song for today^^

The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

Finally I read The Wonderful Wizard of Oz after so many years.

I always preferred Alice than Dorothy.

I just can not understand her.

She lived in grey prairie and dull house

and had nothing interesting to do. 

Her uncle and aunt were just like their surrounding.

They never laughed.

Why was she so persistent to come back there

if she could stay in 

magic Oz's land?

It was always a big question for me...

  Alice followed white rabbit 

from her own will

and Dorothy was just taken by cyclone:/

Even so I have found in the book

two specially interesting plots.

First is all story about Oz. 

He was able to give Scarecrow,

Tin Woodman and Cowardly Lion

what they wanted even if he was not

a real wizard at all.

I know it is not an original plot, 

but this sentence really appealed to me:

 How can I help being a humbug, he said, when all these people make me do

things that everybody knows can't be done?

They all knew that Oz does not have any magical power

but still they wanted to be deceived. 

Sometimes truth is not important at all.

We need sweet lies in which we believe

what in fact make 

them somehow a truth. 

Stupid example.

I see beautiful absolutely cool jrocker on a stage.

Somehow inside I know 

he is not so pretty in real

and all this coolness is just a game.

But who at all cares?

Emerald city without glasses

is just a normal boring city.

But when you put on them

everything changes and this is the only

thing that matters to us.

(credits)

The next think that I have found very interesting 

was The Dainty China country.

I have to admit that I have forgotten that

such chapter was there at all. 

This country is all made from porcelain.

Beautiful and very delicate.

One careless move and

everything can be broken.

Dorothy has met pretty china princess 

and would like to take her to Kansas.

This is what princess answered:

That would make me very unhappy, answered the china

Princess. You see, here in our country we live

contentedly, and can talk and move around as we please.

But whenever any of us are taken away our joints at once

stiffen, and we can only stand straight and look pretty. Of

course that is all that is expected of us when we are on

mantels and cabinets and drawing-room tables, but our

lives are much pleasanter here in our own country.

I have found this plot really cute 

and it made me think about Seimu as well^^

I think that Dainty China Country would 

be a perfect motif for a dress.

Something similar to these postcard

Baby made once Wizard Oz inspired dress

but I do not like it all.

This print is too small and look strange.

I hope they will make another dress

in a style similar to Cinderella jewelry 

and Scent of Rapunzel.

I have also though about an outfit

inspired by Dorothy's one:

gingham dress with checks of white and blue

pink sunbonnet

little basket

silver shoes

So perfect country lolita ^^

Baby's Dobby check OP

 or Bodyline's

So gorgeous♥

I want it for summer♥♥♥

Oh photo shoot in a village with scarecrow etc
would be absolutely amazing♥

Birthday's bunnies♥♥

More cuteness for my birthday♥♥♥

Love you mav♥♥♥

BDay day

Happy re-birth day to me.

I used to really hate birthday and was down every year.

Now I just do not care. 

Age just do not matter anymore. 

I just want to stay where I am now. 

Hope that during next year I will make

a world I live in even more beautiful.

My Bday roses

Seimu gave me his hat as Bday present haha XD

I really prefer it on me than on him^^

Listening to Kanon Wakeshima'a Lolitawork Libretto...

It's a crescent moon tonight

The scent of peppermint

Softly, the city lights

Adorn the lace dress

The dripping moon

Drops into darkness

Stops time

"The girlish mechanism of a clock's been stolen"

「Is the girl in her?」

"Turn back time"

A magical carriage stops before her

What kind of world will it take her to?

A fantasy from which there is no return

"Stop!"

She can't hear

"Wake up"

A sky sparkling with diamonds

A castle of vanilla cream

A magical country spreads before her eyes

(tranlation)

No way she would like to wake up...

Let her live in a magical country 

in a castle of vanilla cream.

Aesthetics, kawaii, Gackt's tickets and new lenses

Today was a day under the name of transcultural
aesthetics of Japan and China.

In the morning I had oral exam from this subject (had to wait long time) 

and then I had a presentation about kawaii.

I really hate talking in public so even if I love this topic

I was stressed. 

I thought that it is going to be short, but I was allowed to talk as much as I wanted. 

Generally not only about kawaii, but also lolis and jrock.

People seemed interested in it. 

(probably people studying here are interested in everything connected with cultures XD)

Badly I was not mentally prepared to talk about it all so 

I forgot to say  thousands of things and feel guilty now.

It is always like that. I just can not concentrate my thoughts properly 

in front of so many people T.T

But generally I showed them Kaya's cute way of speaking 

and then Versailles PV. 

(I had no idea that I will be able to show such things! If I had known 

I would prepare Masquerade! Masquerade on a big scream!!!

I would melt... 

Btw I melt anyway. Hope they did not see my stupid expression.

I think they somehow enjoyed it. 

One guy even said "let's watch more pvs"^^

One girl after seeing Kaya asked
"For who is it? Can girls be attracted to them?" 

I was afraid to not fell into fangirl's mood in front of my teacher and all people 

so I just said "yes". I felt my eyes sparkling. XD

Such hot day. Tired... And I should learn for tomorrow's exam about anime. 

BTW they safely arrived♥♥♥

And my new contact lenses. 15 mm.

I chose grey this time. But they somehow look more like green:/

I do not care

My new cosmetic bag

And Kitty-chan cosmetics♥

I just try to not care a little bit.

Do not care about anything that has any value.

Better let's consider if it is better to buy BRTC cosmetic set 

or some lolita Tshirts from my birthday money.

Yoshitomo Nara- kawaii art?

I found Yoshitomo Nara today and feel intrigued. 

His paintings and sculptures seem to be rather simply

but have something inside that does not let me 

stop looking at them.

There is something really distressing... 

Such combination of kawaii style with very small details 

which create second meaning.

Take a look:

It is very cute, but on the other hand 

look in girl's eyes...

Is it loneliness or hate?

Or maybe she is just sleepy?

More I watch it more unrest is filling me.

Isn't it broken four leaf clover?