My dog went to hairdresser!

My Tracy went to hairdresser today^^

Finally she looks like a poodle^^ 

She did not want pics

so she showed me her tongue XD

Yes it is enough XD

Now time for something sweet^^

Thanks for looking^^

Kaya and Satsuki

OhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGoshOhMyGosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes.... I need to write is again....

In fact I was expecting it,

but it does not make my excitement smaller in any way...

2nd March

Poznań

Kaya and Satsuki

My two most beloved artists together

in Poland

In such moments I feel that my life

is really worth living^^

(But why I still think
about Versailles?!
Why I still miss them so much?)

The black bird

When I was in a library last time 

I found this book just by chance.

White cover with a black bird on it

had something intriguing that wanted me to enter the story.

There was not almost any text.

Just black-white lithographic prints. 

 The black bird by Suzy Lee

I prefer sophisticated aesthetics.

Full of gold, frills and many decorations.

But this is exactly the reason why such severe prints

have always strong impact on me.

More I love splendor

 more I feel deep sadness and loneliness in such art.

The text on this page says

I want to cry

A small girl lost in the world.

She does not understand anything

and feels left behind.

Then she meets the black bird.

And he takes her into the journey.

And even when the trip is over,

the girl still feels much better.

This is because she has her secret.

She has something precious inside.

And it is always with her.

Suzy Lee has used the Korean word

goyo (tranquility) to describe her art.

When I Iie on my back, on water, with my ears submerged, 

I can hear the filtered sounds and noises as if they're coming from far away. 

That makes me feel like I am in the middle of nowhere, 

alone, isolated from the world. In that state, 

I can sense even the movement of a very quiet water-strider. 

(source)

After reading this story you know

that tranquility is exactly what appeared in the girl

after her journey with the black bird.

By the way Suzy Lee has also written a book

inspired by Alice in Wonderland.

Is not the girl and the black bird's journey 

somehow similar to Alice and the white rabbit's one? 

Fandemonium

Thank you for somebody who made it.

Lolita Fashion is definitely what gave me courage 

and helped me to find my own way in life.

(source)

For haters from comments? 

Well just....

If you think that I am mad dressing like that everyday...

I take it as a compliment.

It is not just about clothes.

It is the style of my life. 

And btw...

Being normal is boring^^ 

Once there was a king...

I do not really know what is going on in this week.
Almost all lectures were cancelled. A lot of time... to waste XD
Anyway I try to find myself something to do.
Today my friend taught me how to play go.
He is really good at it and of course he won every time,
but in the end at least I was able to control some territories XD

BTW Blood Stain Child concert was cancelled...
I am not such big fan, but in fact
I expected it....
Now I do not have any concerts on my list
until the end of the year and even longer...
I hope some announcements will be made soon...
I want to get excited again and not just
spend all my time missing someone..

Anyway today I want to share
one of my favorite songs from childhood.
I always have tears in my eyes when I hear it.

Once There Was a King from Tytus Majerski on Vimeo.


I had no idea that such video was made
to this song!!!

I think that this story suits perfectly
to the aesthetics I prefer.
It seems so sweet and fairy-tale like
with a king, a page and a princess.
There is a castle and roses.
But then a tragedy happens.
And you are still not sure what it really means...
Sweet cane, a gingerbread and a marzipan?
After hearing it you feel completely lost.
And the interpretation from this video is specially dark.

I remember that when I was a child I hated animals-shaped chocolate
(I still hate when my grandma buys me Santa Claus for Xmas
or bunnies for Easter...)
it is so strange to eat it...
and I always think about this song then...

I love such sweet-bitter stories...
I think this is exactly the reason why I love Lolita Fashion.
It also lies on a boundary.
Sweetness and innocence
with a little darkness and morbidity.
Cute doll with a dark soul.

Book fair

On Sunday I went on Book Fair in Cracow.

It is quite big event holds every year for 4 days.

This place was perfect to take a photo^^

I met Reksiu again...

These were cute^^

I specially did not cut people on the left site XD

And mav rocking in her RHS XD

And some random pics

What I bought this year?

Well just one book...

I did not find anything for me...

and as always I forgot to check 

publishing houses of some books earlier

to be able to find them without problem.

But well at least they gave us some 

free cartoons and a notebook XD

What I bought?

Last year I did not have blog yet

so I can post pics of books I bought last year^^

Alice^^

I will never become a guide XD

Yesterday my friend and her boyfriend

came to Cracow and me and my other friend

were going to show them the city.

Yes... I am the worst guide EVER!

Maybe I will skip details, but with my sense of direction

I will get lost one day and I will never be found again XD

Take care of me, please....

Well but at least we saw Old Town, Wawel castle,

Manggha center (of Japanese culture) and former Jewish district.

We and the dragon 

(called Smok XD... this text is almost a memeXD)

Weather was perfect.

Such beautiful autumn <3

I was not taking any photos 

when we were sightseeing except this one^^

This painting has its secret charm.

Then we went to drink hot chocolate^^

Like Japanese: let's take pics of everything Yay <3

So here is Caro and Toshi ^^

Me and Imaginary

(my face looks so terribly here...

hate my face)

Anyway so nice day <3

Hanging out in the city, shops, ice creams^^

And I was able to practice

my Japanese by speaking with Toshi.

What I will remember best will be our "argue"

about Yuki (Versailles dr)'s hair.

Blond or dark?

Which suits him better XD